it is simple. book pages. WORDS. it just kinda fell into place.
” i wanted to peel off my hat and mask and the name that wasn’t mine, and sit in the middle while the misfits fell and piled up like pick-up sticks around me. then we’d crack open a worn cover and i’d read, and the words would do what medicine can’t won’t and never will. –charles martin’s book unwritten
” STORY is the bandage of the broken. sutures of the shattered. the tapestry upon which we write our lives”
–charles martin’s book unwritten
each morning when i sit under the twinkling lights as the days as the dawn is breaking words give me hope. i am reminded that while the world is throwing parties ..i want to be so engaged to the One who knows my pain…who offered to cut out my gangrene..to take my bruised, bloodied and broken heart and
bandaged it with love
be willing to walk the battlefield…rescuing the wounded
letting the WORD do what medicine can’t, won’t or ever will
while it is just a silly mantle in light of eternity
if practiced–LOVE..offering our story to others can & will help others to take
all the million broken pieces of their hearts and let the healing begin
i will be back wednesday with the heart behind our christmas decor…the ALABASTER BOX sign and PRE-ORDERS oh…and the WINNER of the our new collection contest coming out january 2 when we re-open our new store!!
i am laying in bed drinking hot apple cider .. i swear 5 lbs heavier .. watching the kardashian christmas. don’t judge. we dvr all things kardashian around here
i am trying to get out of my head and into my heart to share about our thanksgiving and it just.isn’t.happening
(gold strength & dignity sign)
we wait until after thanksgiving to put anything christmas up. i am glad we did. it helped me to focus and stay in the now. we did get down the tree and decorations yesterday and began morphing the house into a simple christmas. we will share it with you next monday. do you remember last years mantle…it was colorful wasn’t it?
but real quick i wanted to update you on the SHOP opening.
we shared a sneak peek of one of our signs in our first collection on instagram on black friday. in case you don’t follow us on instagram i wanted to have this sign up for our family thanksgiving. this year has been one of the hardest of my life. these words have been my lifeline and i wanted to share it with you in the way of a sign for your walls. we took pre-orders for shipping when we open on january 2.
it comes in white background with gold lettering – black background with white lettering & black background with gold lettering ( not shown yet)
we will have a new way of doing things so turnaround will not be so long.
we will only have so many custom spots open at one time. when one goes out another spot will open up. i think that will help..worth a try anyway:)
we will have several new lines of ___________ ( tBa) we are soooo excited to share them with you. we KNOW you are going to love them as much as we do!
THIS is what blogging is all about. for me COMMUNITY.
when i heard of this sweet little boy and his family from my “lover of all things plaid”friendoh & i love her purple sweater. swear when your done with it
you will send it my way?… i knew i wanted to GIVE to this sweet sweet little guy.
our shop is closed while i have some surgery & it is undergoing some major renovating currently ( you can clickhere to be notified when we re-open january 2 )
nikki & i donated our I Am His sign to help raise money for Miracle for Maverick. CLICK HERE to go BID!! if you WIN it you can choose your color by the way K?
here is a chance..an opportunity to give what i can..to LOVE does–this is something i CAN do to LOVE.
my new read is LOVE DOESby bob goff? have you read it? i was hooked on the first page!! it is infectiously inspiring..but do you know what i felt after reading a couple of chapters?
i don’t love very well..it challenges me to not let fear draw my boundary lines. once again it is turning upside down things right side up.
go GO go pick up this book this weekend. a perfect fall read. if you don’t want to get out click here to order online
contrary to my commitment to take weekends off..i am working this one just cause the surgery is less than two weeks away! BUT don’t fret
i am going to see that baby finlee on saturday. nikki is taking her newborn pictures..like bending her in all sorts of crazy scary ways. i remember just going to
SEARS and taking a simple picture…boy have things changed.
anywho….you know you will be bombarded with posts when i am laid up in bed right? so just hold on..it’s coming..enjoy the reprieve
i hope YOU are doing something carefree and audacious this weekend…hugs to all of you. love love
this is the anecdote to the HOW? it is in the doing. it is a verb. it requires our energy.
i am doing brene brown’s ecourse if for nothing else than for my own research. the student in me can’t help but to take all i learn back to the bible to see what i find.
i will share all i learn here on the blog….ha! in a couple of weeks i will have more time on my hands than i am used to
are any of you taking brene’s ecourse?
i am chomping at the bit to move into this next phase of my life…to be past the next two surgeries…to write more...read more…research more…to open the new business and put all of the business
to rest. i am on overload with two weeks ticking in my ear as i check off a long to do list before i am down for a few weeks
but instead of running away and delving into numbing myself
i am making a daily practice of split second choices..ok well i still numb myself like with sugar..and technology and procrastinating and well…it is a process right?
you all must know i am not perfect in anyway right? ok. just so we are clear. i am a beautiful mess just like you!!
choosing to see the pain/problem/interruption as gifts–opportunities even
to do thankfulness
to do love
living within the day
finding routine again
i am grateful that we have a choice.
we spent all night at the hospital waiting on miss finlee beth. she announced herself at 12:38 am and was perfect in every way.
we finally got to see her around 4am…arriving back home at 5:15 am where we all collapsed into bed. it was a tiring but beautiful weekend
i believe this post is what this post is all about. it is about letting go of my way & grabbing hold of His. simple surrendering but it isn’t really simple.
i have been playing with taking a break from the sign shop for months now but Resistance = Fear causes me to pick it back up.
i am worn out from listening to the voice that always tells me i can’t. i am crazy. you can’t write. you can’t teach. that is pipe dream. that is so prideful.
what will you do for money. you can’t….it sits on my shoulder and nags and nags and little by little…kills me. stops the call from ever happening
and i will die without truly living my calling if i don’t shut it down. now. for such a TIME as THIS!
the more important a call or action is to our soul’s evolution, the more Resistance we will feel toward pursuing it –steven pressfield – the art of war
you see i am torn between signs and writing my heart. i don’t have time for both
and the good thing is winning over the better thing.
i LOVE the inspiring and motivating part of sign making. LOVE the words but i do not love all the labor & time it takes from me and my family and most importantly from God and the calling he has planted in me.
the work has taken over our lives and leaves no room to breathe
i am humbled that so many are blessed by what we do…i am! it is God’s work surely!
but sometimes we have to lay down something that looks so goodfor something better you see i have a heart pull that i have had since a child. i know that it is time to put action to it. time is ticking. i am choosing to do it afraid. daring to live greatly in the arena
we do have something unfolding in God’s hands right now and since my next surgery is scheduled for october 29
we will be closing the shop on monday october 8 until january.
a FULL life in the emptiest of places. pursuing a FULL life. now that sounds right to me. for me.
my life will begin to glow in the darkness, my shadowed life will be bathed in sunlight
i will always show you where to go..I will give you a full life in the emptiest of places
because i have read halfway through my own book and i am worn weary.
from deep cavernous places guttural howls break forth. incoherent because there are no words.
it has lived in my bones. my marrow. my breath. suffocating me in a slow death until i DO SOMETHING with it! this calling
my calling…ok there. i said it
wanna come with? oh i do hope so for i think it will be a grand adventure
because i think we will have awesome news to share jeruselum?…wink:)
have you read it? you need to because we are going deep!
i will leave you today with words from mary oliver
tell me what is it you plan to do with your ONE wild and precious life
i only have one life to live do i really want to live it hurrying after things that won’t matter in the end?
are YOU willing to die having NOT lived..or are YOU willing to die LIVING? decide!
or do i want to live full faced before a God
trusting Him at His word
to see the beauty that only He can bring forth from ashes of hopelessness?
Wake up, LORD, Robe yourself with strength! Rouse yourself as in the days of old when you slew Egypt, the dragon of the Nile. Are YOU not the SAME today, the one who dried up the sea, making a path of escape when you saved you people.. –Isaiah 51:9-10