do you have a little Peter in you?

have you ever said, ” I feel like I am talking to a wall?”  I smile when I think – I wonder if God feels that way with me?  I hurriedly open the Bible or a devotional..while simultaneously flipping through my phone..writing a few important things down in my journal and call it good ALL without really listening.  UGH! ( STOP – do not beat yourself up here..DO NOT!  I can almost see Him smile knowingly.  We are flesh.  We learn slow:)  He knows this.  He LOVES you!!  The point is we learn and are teachable )

 Years ago I had a dear friend who told me I had a lot of Peter in me — I didn’t know whether to be offended or not:) Looking back –  I would have to agree.  Peter had such a heart for Jesus but his impetuousness .. thinking with his head and opening his mouth without first thinking of the consequences..coupled with some stubbornness got him into some tight places didn’t it?

Sitting still for some quiet time (where I have a dialogue with God) I was reminded of Peter and myself - connecting the dots if you will.  Over the years I am learning to be intentional in slowing my mind my heart and as a result my days letting go of my loooong list of to-do’s – people’s expectations and mine – the fear of people getting mad – the doom of not checking it all of my list but most importantly and what is making the most impact is while doing the slowing –  is the  listening.  This is called dialogue. Jesus Calling the well loved devotional — taught me this on a deeper level.  So while America will not be slowing down in the near future there is hope WE CAN..and I believe instead of me asking to get off this crazy train pace and while I cannot control the country I can control ME.

With my recent illness – my business – my family and all that entails I am finding peace within each day by simply having a two way conversation with my Abba.  Learning from impetuous Peter not to open my mouth to speak but to also take real time to LISTEN and to SEE what is around me..and I am finding all sorts of sacred special little miracles each day.  Lovingly gifted to me.

So what does all of this mean to YOU? well–this is the busiest loudest time of the year and all sorts of things can get lost .. mainly our minds. It is not worth losing the JOY of being with your loved ones…being thankful for just being alive and thankful for what we do have. Since Sandy Hook I think our whole country is more aware of what we do have don’t you?  I know I am.

I pray for each of you to gift yourself with TIME..take time to talk….AND LISTEN.  God really does love to share His heart with you.  I pray for little miracles along your journey this weekend as we lead up the Tuesday.  May the gifts you open not only be material but also JOY – peace – KINDness – LOVE – gentleNESS – FORGIVEness – restoration – REbuilding – FREEdom – healING just to name a few.  These are free.

What are little ways you are learning to do to slow down this busy season..or anytime of the year?  Do you struggle with hurrying your time with God to get on with your busy day?  are you wanting to do something different in 2013?  I would love to hear things you have found to be helpful in slowing down to listen….xotiff


Mary - this is perfection for me today(and everyday).
i can control ME…while i cannot control what goes on around me all the time. love that!
you are so wise and growing in the Lord everyday!
that quiet time dialogue with the Lord is precious teaching time.
i’m so glad you share what He is doing in your life.
NEVER stop telling us.
love you!
merry Christmas dear friend!

ps. i am in LOVE with my sign…especially knowing who made it.

Sarita - A fe months go I was looking for one thing and going crazy because I couldn’t find it. Crying and literally wailing, asking God to show where it was. Finally I heard Him say be quiet! How can you hear me when you are making all that noise. I stopped in my tracks.i stopped moving and I quieted my mind and mouth. He pointed to what I was looking for. I can’t even remember what I was looking for now! I now try to remember to STOP,BE QUIET AND LISTEN!
Merry Christmas to you and your family

marlece - Oh Merry Christmas to you! This is a hard one for some of us isn’t it? I remember coming to this conclusion with my husband. Think and pray before I speak ANYTHING with him. The house became a very silent place. He must have been thinking in his head ‘silent night holy night all is calm all is bright’ even in July. Have a great Christmas and hope you are feeling well so you may enjoy to the fullest.

Patty Page - Thanks for the reminder to slow down. I like the part about dialogue with God. I like to try to spend time with Him before all the other people in the house are up, if possible—it’s quiet and uninterrupted.

Lemonade Makin' Mama - Good reminders… I’m a Peter totally. Totally!

Working on that!
merry Christmas sweet thing!

Glenda Childers - Merry Christmas, dearest. Enjoy those sweet quiet moments. I need to dig Jesus Calling out for this new year.


Denise @ frazzled JOY - God has really been speaking to me (hitting me over the head with this) lately. I am constantly moving and talking and stressing, and then I hear God asking me “why are you trying to do this by yourself? It’s not going to work”. I have been working on stilling my heart, my mind, and my body. Jesus Calling is my favorite thing!! Praise music helps me keep my focus during busy days too. Life moves quickly and I don’t want to miss a single moment.
Merry Christmas!!

Yolanda - I so identify with this post as I have a lot of Peter in me and some of David and Doubting Thomas. Your post always resonate with me. What bible study are you doing next? I Hope this year is your best year ever.

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