holiday bi-polar – and happy balls!

have you stood calf deep in the ocean and when the big wave comes you have to brace yourself?  you can feel the force of the water and tighten you leg muscles? and then the relief when it subsides out to sea again– only to come once more?  that is how my emotions have been the last two days.  moments of panic-overwhelm to not asking for help to feeling alone to focus Tiffini and boo hooing in the bathtub for God to help me…rather fickle isn’t it?  we all go through it..this journey of life.   I am slowly getting better…

a plus:: didn’t eat SO much junk this eat so much carbs and meat that all you want is THAT sounds good!

 a few snapshots of some of our CHRISTmas decorating we have been doing each day…I will do a full post on down the road once I am feeling up to it.  Right now it is a crazy hot mess…the house

 make a happy ball garland for someone and I guarantee it will bring a heart smile!

 i am obsessed…

i too thought my thanksgiving week would be way different.  soooo didn’t happen that way so we are making the best of it.  I sit and delegate..not a bad deal right?

another plus to being laid up in bed I found another new series that I am OBSESSED with…Made in Chelsea…have you watched it?  i have been practicing their “‘cheeky’”…it is like listening to Adele in 10 different people!

I have went down to my concentration look and am now looking daily for the moon face to appear…i crave anything bad for me and NEVER feel full…i am eating lots of sugar free jello, snack pack pudding, white bread, eggs, mashed potatoes, macaroni and yes..cheese please…bland and residue I am:)

come over here and give me a hug–thank you for loving on me.
we are watching White Christmas together on my bed…each with our electronic device


do you INSTAGRAM?  I can follow me @houseofbelonging…I am just SURE someday business will return to normal!
what about you?  any new shows..series you could share with me?  I love the UK;)
any crazy boo hoo stories from the bathtub…!  am I the ONLY one?:)
when things go south from what you dreamt them to be what are some things you have tried that helped?  I’d sure love to hear…

moon face over and out…xoxo


barbara - You are just the cutest gal so glad you are home and you have humor. I’ve had the moon face a couple times with an eye condition tht’s so not fare but worth it. You’re decorations looks pretty good from te peaks.
Take care!

Sarita - Lots of tears in the shower for me. It’s a good thing to cry I think. Helps gt our feelings to the top after stuffing them down. After they get out we can name them and trt working on thm. You go ahead and cry. BIG HUGS from me. Let yourself feel Gods loving,healing arms around you.

Ter'e - Bless your heart. There is not one of us who has not felt as you are feeling…..and lived thru it. Baby Girl… will make it. One step at a time. One prayer at a time.

I’ll be in KC 12/13 to 12/18. I so hope we can meet! I give “great hug”, Mama that I am! We’ll email and see if we can make this happen. Remember, my dau lives in Greenwood……….

Take care. Eat well. Wish I was there… for you!
Love you!

Diana Trautwein - The shower is where the tears come for me. You look super skinny and super tired – but this too, shall pass. . .hang in and hang on. So sorry it was so very bad this time round, Tiffani. All the Jane Austen series on BBC are worth it. There were some new versions about five years ago of Sense and Sensibility and Persuasion plus the original Pride and Prejudice is always 5 hours of bliss. My brother is watching old BBC mystery series and loving them. Blue Murders is one title I remember him raving about. Take care of yourself, please!

Lemonade Makin' Mama - Oh sweet friend…what a time you are having!! Praying health and restoration are yours soon!
Love to you!

tara - praying for you…glad you are home in your bed…i know it’s hard to sounds like the deal of a lifetime, but we all know it’s hard to lay in bed when you’re a doer. praying you find rest and peace and joy in being…..

also praying that your health is restored in full.
what happened? was it just a flare up that got out of control? i’m so sorry, tiff.

Glenda Childers - Sending continued love and prayers from Chicago.


Kim - So sorry you have been sick. Hope you are back to your self soon.

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