Behind the vain work of men lies a Divine Design… Everything has to be right for it to happen..to begin. Only God knows when that is…its purposed before time began.
I look up at Him and I am ready…I think. He knows me so well He can see through the rotting of my bones, the pain..hurt…anger..He sees my heart weep so tender to the touch….He longs to heal it..to take the brokenness and mend it..nurse it back to wholeness. He can…will I trust Him? I don’t trust anybody really…myself maybe? no… that is not true either.
In my life there has come a point where the Holy Spirit puts a unseen wall behind and says ” not this time….your ready…you are not going back. You were BORN to be free…you have been caged for too long and by to many. You don’t trust yourself yet – but you will learn FOR…You belonged the day you were born
so open this door…take MY hand and step…through this symbolic door…REMEMBER this door can be anywhere in the world. It moves where you move…never forget that my child. He cupped my tear streaked face gently – his thumbs brushing softly over my cheeks ” If only I could show you your future…what magic it holds you would so gladly run to it ~ you can trust me and know I will not ever leave you…no matter what you do to me or anyone and yes even yourself.”
Here’s my door … it came to me freely… it’s old and worn and most likely ready for the trash had it not spoken to me…we have something in common…me and that door
It is going to replace the existing door in what will soon be ” my space” to get to know me better…who I really am.
Really soon….and I am so excited to see what my heart speaks as I look to make this space a place to grow up…would you join me on this adventure?